I Guess That's How The Cookie Crumbles

Like ashes to ashes, and dust to dust.
Have the bonds we held truly began to decay, and rust?

Is this my good by to you, or yours to me?
Must we part so suddenly?

Was it you or me? Does it matter?
I suppose not...But your lack of care made my heart shatter.

Was it so easy for you to say goodbye
For you to lie?

For you to say I mattered, and spit in my face!
For you to hate me, and to leave without a trace?!

Was I so easy to let go of?!
The loneliness, the emptiness...I've had enough.

Whenever someone else leaves, I grow that much sadder.
Until...no one begins to matter...

If I could, I'd be crying. If my eyes had any more to give...
If you truly want...then leave...I won't stop you from leaving me to live.

With each goodbye, I grow colder. A bit of my heart will even die.
Every time I watch someone walk away, I just want to break down and cry.

But I can't. I have to pretend like I want you to leave.
Because I know you'll be better without me.

They always are...
And always will be.

I thought we would be there for each other, even when the world started to tumble...
But I guess...That's how the cookie crumbles

Goodbye old friend.
I wish you all the luck in the world.
You'll never know how much respect I had for you.
How much I wanted to be like you.
You'll never realize how revered you were.
Or how I wanted to be like you.
But damnit, I wish I could tell you...

Did you write this yourself ? It's beautiful !

I don't know about the others, but lets face it : vanguard is the thing that was keeping us together. Area is clearly not as good as byond when it comes to "friendlyness" (I don't know how to say it, I just mean that without a proper chat or the possibility to watch other's cf, it's not as fun and we can't gather there).

And now what ? Unless that 3DS game gets released around the world, it doesn't seem that we'll be able to play together like we used to.
A possibility though is that we use skype to play with real and/or proxy cards. That's an idea not to be excluded, it could be even better than when we're on byond.

Unless we do that, we'll have to either find another game we can play together (some talk about Lol, some can go back to yu-gi-oh (I had very fun duels with Kirito last night)), or we'll just go our separate ways, like a big team 5d's splitting around the world.

Personnally, I'd like to keep playing with you guys, but it won't be on byond, that has been lagging as hell for me recently and doesn't get updated, nor will it be on area, which doesn't let you reconnect in the fight (with my connection it'll be horrible :/).


P.S : We can still do the RP though, but if it's only that it won't be enough to keep an animated chat almost every day like it was when I joined the forum.

To answer, yes I wrote it myself.

And you're absolutely right, Ex.

But no matter what the choice comes down to as to what we'll do as a community, and as a family: we know we'll still be sticking with each other. Through thick and thin.

P.S.
I reeeeeeally wanna know when the RP starts

Lol, me too.
And after thinking about it, I think It'd be very interesting to play vanguard through Skype. What do you think ?

If I get a deck and a webcam
Sure xD

Sorry to make a random comment in the middle of your conversation, but their is hope (aside from the skype idea. That's a pretty good one)

A new game is being worked on by players of byond's game. From the looks of it it will have most of the good qualities of Cardfight Capital. You'll have to wait a few months, but It's coming, so just wait a little longer.

Until then I haven't really had any major problems with Area. Its a good way to pass the time until the new game.